Kate Voegele - Its Only Life

tears are forming in your eyes,
a storm is warning in the skies,
the end of the world it seems,
you bend down and you fall on your knees,
well get back on your feet ,yeah,
don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith,don't run away,
it's only life.
you were always playing hard,
never could let down your guard,
you can't win, if you never give in,
to that voice within, saying pick up your chin,
baby let go of it , yeah,
don't look away, don't run away ,
baby, it's only life.
don't lose your faith, don't run away,
baby it's only life.(repeat)
take your hesitance, and your self defense,
leave them behind, it's only life,
don't be so afraid of facing every day,
just take your time, it's only life,
i'll be your stepping stone, don't be so alone,
just hold on tight,it's only life,
oh..don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith, don't run away,
baby, it's only life (repeat),
it's only life, it's only life,
don't look away...

a nice song from the soundtrack of Kyle XY..
this song means a lot to me..
n to cikYus..this song is for you..hehe
actually this is from my previous gloomy blog..
oh..sangat malas mau ingat kenangan lama..
atashi mau anata-tachi sumer tahu..
this song really helped me get back on my feet..
though it takes time sket la for me to be okay..
huhu
enjoy ~

Get Well Soon Mamat cayang..

remember Mamat?

he just came out of his kidney removal operation and is now in ICU HKL..

he was admitted to the Hospital Raja Permaisuri Bainun on the 12th November when my Mak Uda (his grandma) saw there were blood in his urine..the blood went on for the next few days..he was put into observation and was then brought to HKL on the 19th November..the doctor confirmed there was o tumor on one of his kidney and needs to be removed..

he went into the operation room at 9.00 a.m and was out at about 3.15 pm..the doctors said his kidney was totally damaged by the tumor and the whole kidney needs to be removed..he is now left with one kidney..

dengan opah chor dia..(oka-chan)

dengan tok chor dia..(oto-chan)

please pray for the best of his health..cayang nephew mak long..

sambal ikan bilis nisya-chan~

huhuhu..
kejadian ni berlaku di dalam bulan Ramadhan yang lalu..
ni sambal ikan bilis yang atashi suke..
untuk buat makan sahur..lauk ni je pun tak per..
bahan-bahan nye sonang yo..
tapi mind ye..gambar2 ni agak gelap sket..sebab dapur tu memang kurang pencahayaan di kala malam bulan tak mengambang..

bahan utama..mestila ikan bilis..


pastu cabai burung..bahasa standardnye..cili api lah..


diikuti ngan bawang putih...

dan seterusnya sedikit minyak untuk menggoreng dan menumis..sesedikit mungkin ya..kurangkan minyak dalam pemakanan...huhuhu

so..first skali..basuh sket ikan bilis tu..toskan..dan goreng sampai rangup...


sambil menggoreng tu..bolehla tumbuh bawang putih ngan cabai burung tadi..hmm..atashi xde sukatan yang spesifik..sumenye mengikut sesedap rasa hati je nak letak byk mana..


petua orang-orang tua..
kalo tanak cabai tu merecik sana sini..letak garam masa menumbuk..
kalo nasib x baik jugak..cabai tu masuk mata jugak..
basuh mata yang kena cabai tu dengan air basuhan ibu jari kaki berlawanan..
contoh kalo mata kiri - ibu jari kaki kanan..vice versa..
bunyik macam merepek kan..
but weirdly..it works..serius atashi tak tipu..sebab atashi pnah buat sendiri..
petua ni oka-chan yang bagi..

okeh..agak-agak dah garing ikan bilis tadi..angkat..letak atas surat khabar..kasi buang itu minyak kat ikan bilis tu..guna balance minyak yang ada dlm kuali..kalo perlu tambah sikit je..anggaran untuk masak ni hari tu..atashi guna dalam 1-2 sudu besar minyak masak...

tumis bawang putih ngan cabai yang dah di tumbuk tadi..masa ni memang atashi tak amik gambar..sebab peperangan sangat sengit..tamau cabai tu hangus nanti..

lepas bahan tumis tu dah masak..yang ni agak sendiri la..tengok cabai tu dah layu..masukkan ikan bilis tadi..dan gaul-gaulkan..kalo ikut atashi..minyak dah memang takde sgt masa ni..kering je..ngam-ngam je utk bagi masak cabai tu..

masa duk gaul-gaul tu..dah boleh matikan api..bila dah sebati..letak balik atas surat khabar..kasi kurang sket minyak yang lebih-lebih tu..



dah sejuk..bolehla letak dalam bekas..sesuai dimakan dengan nasik begitu sahaja..kalo atashi laa...huhuhu

enjoy~

breakfast!

haha..lupe plak nak letak gambar breakfast tadi..
atashi suka...
pulut kuning dengan rendang..
[glutinous yellow rice with chicken rendang]
dan secawan Nescafe..
a good start for the day kan~..
by this time dah licin pun ni..


till then peeps~

once upon a day..

ini cerita semalam..hehe..
the whole day i wasn't in the office..
sebabnyer..morning ade meeting portal Perak di SUK..
then..lepas tu ader lunch meeting dengan Skali..
kononnyela..huhuh

meeting pagi itu..sangat menginsafkan..
huhu..but on the whole..
its a good chance to get to know the new BTM KPSU..


itulah atashi..sedang khusyuk mendengar butiran percakapan pengerusi [sambil mencari-cari button nak snap gambar..dan sambil menghabiskan bihun goreng depan mata] ahaha..

selepas meeting itu..yang habes dekat kul 1 gitu..
atashi pun bergerak ke heritage hotel bersama fiza..
best..best..sesi mengepow vendor..
yelah..sepatutnya diorang yang kena datang Batu Gajah and Perak Tengah..
tapi memandangkan meeting kat Ipoh..and habis lambat..
kitorang pun meet kat Ipoh je..
jimat masa..
so they have to treat us for lunch la..hehe..
[atashi kalu dapat makan free..suke jeeee]
makan kat hotel..mesti mau best kan...
tapi sempat snap appetizer ni je..

basically its mushroom soup..inside a bread..
boleh tahan sedap..
yang lain dah tak hengat dah..
melantak je..
pan fried chicken chop with pasta
then mango puding..nice one!
boleh try di cafe Singg@h kat Heritage Hotel..
they also got 50% offer for Haagen Daz ice cream delights on Teusday and Thursday..
[lucky us!!!..pow pow..]
oh..tapi ice cream die memang heaven..

masa baru nak start serius buat meeting..
tetiba adala pulak makhluk ni...


anata-tachi tahu??
atashi pun slalu dengar kat radio je..
tapi jarang pun dengar era..[huhu..maaf ye era.fm]
memula lambai-lambai je..
skali dijemputla pulak ke van diorg tu..
memandangkan atashi memberi peluang kepada fiza untuk review website die dulu..atashi pun membuang masa di situ...


boleh tahanla orang-orang yang berkumpul di situ..
mostly yang duduk kat heritage hotel tu..

tu diorg duk bagi freebies..
kene jawab soalan or do sumthingla kan..
of course got a few freebies..tapi..
boleh kata..atashi dapat prize yang best jugak la..
hehe...


walaupun takat kat ipoh je..belasah sudah..orang dah bagi..


i only answered a simple question to get that..huhu
"Macam mana nak eja heritage hotel terbalik??"
ape jawapan die?
[sape dapat jawab insya Allah ader habuannyer..hehe]

selepas menerima hadiah tersebut dengan gumbira..
kitorang pun bergambar..

the squad..

me and them..tengok tuh..dengan tag-tag skali..tengah kije ok! ahaha..

okay tomodachi sekelian..next post coming up soon..
until then yah~

happy monday peeps~!

ah..adakah atashi menyibuk dalam hidup kalian?
tapi..atashi memang suka menyibuk pun..
tidak mahu berbiruan snarnye..
tapi terasa biru juga..
jadi izinkan atashi menceriakan hari anata-tachi yeh?

shengalll

haha..sila sebut perkataan itu dengan penuh perasaan ok?

hari ni atashi telah dichop sebagai minah sengal oleh Zai-chan..agaga..
bukan ape..pasal blues 2-3 menjak nih la tuh..
tah pesal tah..PMS gila..
hari ni..atashi kuar opis awal..kul 3:00..
gi tengok 007!!
[jangan jeles ye tomodachi sekelian..]
maaf ye wahai rakan-rakan sekerja kerana atashi memang sgt malas mahu bekerja tadi..

oleh kerana berlaku perkara yang tidak dapat dielakkan..
[biarlah rahsia]
terpaksala Zai-chan blanje aku makan kat KFC..

arigatou gozaimas Zai-chan..
takper..nanti ko tunang aku watkan cuppies yang marvelous utk ko gitu..
tungguuuu~
ahehaa
[pinjam gelak wajdi]

ohh..atashi x citer lagi kan..
skrg kat opis dah pakai thumb print..
takleh datang lambat lagi dahhh..
sebab dah takder orang leh selamatkan atashi..
maka selepas ini..atashi perlu memecut setiap hari..
semoga tidak berlaku sebarang perkara yang tidak diingini..
amiin..
well..sebab nickname dulu pun dah dewi lambat kan..
kalo datang awal..tak la jadi dewi lambat lagi kan?
boleh? [salah satu kesengalan..]
tapi atashi jarang balik opis awal tau...
yelah..dah sedar diri tu datang lambat kan..
tak macam setengah orang...

oh..by the way..
aku tengok 007 ok je nasa?? ko saje je kan?
lenkali takmo caya la cakap ko..

tapi aku rasa aku mcm perlu tengokla madagascar..
insya Allah bulan depan..
tadi oka-chan ajak gi Umrah tahun depan..
macam menarik..tapi..
risau pulak ongkosnye..
takpelah..akan atashi usahakan..
sangat mahu pergi..
pergi mengadu pada kekasih..
oh..atashi ader gambar nak upload..
tapi digicam tinggal kat opis..
kalo takde aral dan ader mood..
tengoklah esok ye...
daa~

kuciwa lagi..

adeh deh..
baru je ingat nak menjenguk-jenguk blog rakan-rakan..
tp my dear fwen sudah take a break laaa..
i really lurve ur blog la dear...
kalo atashi tahu sape wat dia rasa nak take a break from blogging tu siaplaa..

huhh..
anyway..
these 2-3 menjak..
atashi memang blues lah...
haih...entahla...perasaan x best betul..
hope i can cheer myself up tomorrow..

while i've been travelling..
i found out that sometimes i channel my anger through my driving..
haihh..sangat bahaya kan..
cepat marah..kesian lak kat imouto-chan haritu..
tapi tula..sape suh pepandai tunggu kat luar..
ingat atashi bawak keta macam siput ke hah??
takat tol simpang pulai nak ke manjoi tu 20 minit je..
atashi timing baek punye tau...
don't you dare underestimate me next time..
huhhh..

PMS kali ini memang sgt teruk..
haih..
hari ni antara hari yang boring..
tengah hari..melepak di kedai nyonya..
makan roti dengan telur half-boiled yang best..
singgah kedai kek..beli kek coklat..
tapi tobat tanak beli dah..
cream die pening..sedap lagi buttercream atashi..

tah camner..petang tadi masa tengah menungkan report..
ngantukla sesangat..
melentokla depan pc tuh..
si azim ngan cip datang pun atashi rasa mcm dlm mimpi je..
dah letih tersengguk-sengguk depan pc tu..
atashi pun tolak kerusi..
landing bawah meja tuh..
time tu dah pukul 4:30..
bajet nak tido kejapla konon...

bukak mata dah kul 6:00...
siap mimpi merepek-repek lagi okeh!!
ye yeahh..
selamat atashi tinggal sorang-sorang dlm opis tuh..
nak wat apo lagi..balik laaa..
on the way nak sampai umah..
hujan selebat-lebatnya..
visibility sgt low kerana kadar hujan yang turun melebihi dari kadar wiper baby atashi dapat mengelap cermin..
sampai kat umah..
oka-chan duk suh atashi tolong hantar mms kat oto-chan..
gambar honda tersagat tiang!!

[hehe..tula...duk bebel atashi lagi takot sangat atashi sagat pasu-pasu ngan rush oka-chan itu...haaa..kan oka-chan dah sagatkan keta honda itewww..]
fufufu..
[oh..atashi memang tak sebulu sangat pun dengan oka-chan..]
the time is now..22:33..
sudah ngantuk..will update soon oke..
[dunno how soon la..]
daaa~

a note for a friend

i remember back then..
12 years ago..in a state i've never been to..
about to be on my own..
in a place where i know nobody..
you were the first person there i smiled to..
and you smiled back at me..
memories lost..
and somehow we ended up as best friends..
it was damn hard parting with you 5 years later..
but..oh well..people change..
and i soon forgot about you..
for another special person..
years went by..contact was lost..
life was not all that good..work sucks..
love? the hell with it..
it was then i realized..
it's not a big deal losing a man..
they are jerks anyway..
but it's a big damn deal losing a friend..
especially someone you call a best friend..

if you are reading this..
i want to let you know that..
i'm sorry for all the time we've lost..
i'm sorry that i've never been there for you..
i'm sorry for not looking for you..
i'm sorry i couldn't protect you..
i'm sorry for everything..

and please know that i will always love you..

aku.benci.kau

ahh..benci..benci..benci..
adeh..sgt kuciwa!!!
kau memang saje je kan?
benci!
kau tau tak aku suke kau??
tak??
tak pelah..sapelah aku....
..kuciwa..